
life-- a strange thing.
what is it? i wonder... dreams.. strange things.. strange visions... and strange wishes.
i sometimes wonder what will happen.. what will happen to me. what will i do. will i change the world. will i save a life.. will i do all the things i have dreamed of?
i don't really want to know.. but i do wonder.
i wonder why all of these things happen. sadness.. death.. depression, abuse.. hurt.. all of these things.. to teach us lessons, to shape us and prune us into what we will become.. but then sometimes people don't learn from their mistakes.. well really almost always..
i want to learn from my mistakes.. will i?
i want to learn. i want to be ambitious.. and driven.. but sometimes i just feel overwhelmed. does being overwhelmed mean your not smart? i don't know.. but i don't really have to.. i just have to keep going.