mascarade

tears webbed over shadow and flakes of stars eyes shut closed in the dark

—afraid of the hollow eyes of the midevil mask the clouds drape in the sky the typewriter types a sad sad song old boxes and treasures in the antique mall collect dust as unfeeling hallow eyes scan over forgotten gold the typewriter types the starry starry night the painter paints the starry starry night oh mascarade.. oh mascarade life is just a mascarade

—with a poker face as your shield and hope of the stars as gaurdians

the typewriter types the sad sad song the painter sighs beneath his mask

Monday, June 28, 2010

if you are reading this out of sheer interest, then continue. if you are reading it to be a nice person, or a suck up, then stop. this is a blog specificaly for emotional rants...artsy moments...a blog for feeling. so if it creeps you out.. or you think that it was vain of me to be writing about myself...just.. just don't read it anymore. its not a people centered blog. it all revolves around my cerebrum. anyway. yeah.

random fact #1the summer is very malignant right now. its very stark. for some reason, puffy white clouds in a baby blue sky seem so stark and...creepy somehow. if you have ever seen the imaginarium of dr. parnassus, you would understand. it has that dreamy strange creepiness to it. like you don't know whats going to happen next.
i almost like things like that. i don't know why.
but anyway..

random fact #2sometimes i get upset. because i feel like the person i love deosn't love me back. i guess everyone has felt like that. but sometimes its very overwhelming! i just don't understand. ye know what i mean? sometimes i'm just like, 'could you please just...at least give me a small clue...just to tell me that you are still a tiny tad not hating me!?' but...its complicated.

random fact #3 i think that swimming in the pool is a very fun thing to do. it feels like your going to sleep. like the water is just rushing, you just feel your body, you don't talk or anything.. you just kind of let your mind bleed out into the water, and your thoughts swirl around like fish. they swirl and come back in, and then you come out feeling like your mind has been cleaned, and you feel good.
or you have really good ideas about the stories your writing in the pool. like i don't know why, but the water like flowing over your head, and breathing rythmicaly, and moving all combined must do something, like, you just go into your brain, and think of all different things. anyways, i recommend swimming. :)

random fact #4 if you are ever bored in a public place, put on some reflective sunglasses, get out a pen and pencil/pen and study people. one person at a time though mind you. figure out random facts. i call it playing sherlock holmes. you try to figure out as much as you can about them just by random stuff. like.. they are married,... they are very healthy, they are obsessed with fashion, they easily give into pier pressure.. they fear gaining wait (so they are eating like..salad or something) just random cool stuff. its really interesting.
well anyway... random facts are done, and i will write more later.

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